At our
meditation retreats, yogis practice mindfulness in four different
postures. They practice mindfulness when walking, when standing,
when sitting, and when lying down. They must sustain mindfulness at
all times in whatever position they are in. The primary posture for
mindfulness meditation is sitting with legs crossed, but because the
human body cannot tolerate this position for many hours without
changing, we alternate periods of sitting meditation with periods of
walking meditation. Since walking meditation is very important, I
would like to discuss its nature, its significance, and the benefits
derived from its practice.
The
practice of mindfulness meditation can be compared to boiling water.
If one wants to boil water, one puts the water in a kettle, puts the
kettle on a stove, and then turns the heat on. But if the heat is
turned off, even for an instant, the water will not boil, even
though the heat is turned on again later. If one continues to turn
the heat on and off again, the water will never boil. In the same
way, if there are gaps between the moments of mindfulness, one
cannot gain momentum, and so one cannot attain concentration. That
is why yogis at our retreats are instructed to practice mindfulness
all the time that they are awake, from the moment they wake up in
the morning until they fall asleep at night. Consequently, walking
meditation is integral to the continuous development of mindfulness.
Unfortunately, I have heard people criticize walking meditation,
claiming that they cannot derive any benefits or good results from
it. But it was the Buddha himself who first taught walking
meditation. In the Great Discourse on the Foundations of
Mindfulness, the Buddha taught walking meditation two times. In
the section called "Postures," he said that a monk knows "I am
walking" when he is walking, knows "I am standing" when he is
standing, knows "I am sitting" when he is sitting, and knows "I am
lying down" when he is lying down. In another section called "Clear
Comprehension," the Buddha said, "A monk applies clear comprehension
in going forward and in going back." Clear comprehension
means the correct understanding of what one observes. To correctly
understand what is observed, a yogi must gain concentration, and in
order to gain concentration, he must apply mindfulness. Therefore,
when the Buddha said, "Monks, apply clear comprehension," we must
understood that not only clear comprehension must be applied, but
also mindfulness and concentration. Thus the Buddha was instructing
meditators to apply mindfulness, concentration, and clear
comprehension while walking, while "going forward and back." Walking
meditation is thus an important part of this process.
Although it is not recorded in this sutta that the Buddha gave
detailed and specific instructions for walking meditation, we
believe that he must have given such instructions at some time.
Those instructions must have been learned by the Buddha's disciples
and passed on through successive generations. In addition, teachers
of ancient times must have formulated instructions based on their
own practice. At the present time, we have a very detailed set of
instructions on how to practice walking meditation.
Let us
now talk specifically about the practice of walking meditation. If
you are a complete beginner, the teacher may instruct you to be
mindful of only one thing during walking meditation: to be mindful
of the act of stepping while you make a note silently in the mind,
"stepping, stepping, stepping," or "left, right, left, right." You
may walk at a slower speed than normal during this practice.
After a
few hours, or after a day or two of meditation, you may be
instructed to be mindful of two occurrences: (i) stepping, and (ii)
putting down the foot, while making the mental note "stepping,
putting down." You will try to be mindful of two stages in the step:
"stepping, putting down; stepping, putting down." Later, you may be
instructed to be mindful of three stages: (i) lifting the foot; (ii)
moving or pushing the foot forward; and (iii) putting the foot down.
Still later, you would be instructed to be mindful of four stages in
each step: (i) lifting the foot; (ii) moving it forward; (iii)
putting it down; and (iv) touching or pressing the foot on the
ground. You would be instructed to be completely mindful and to make
a mental note of these four stages of the foot's movement: "lifting,
moving forward, putting down, pressing the ground."
At
first yogis may find it difficult to slow down, but as they are
instructed to pay close attention to all of the movements involved,
and as they actually pay closer and closer attention, they will
automatically slow down. They do not have to slow down deliberately,
but as they pay closer attention, slowing down comes to them
automatically. When driving on the freeway, one may be driving at
sixty or seventy or even eighty miles per hour. Driving at that
speed, one will not be able to read some of the signs on the road.
If one wants to read those signs, it is necessary to slow down.
Nobody has to say, "Slow down!" but the driver will automatically
slow down in order to see the signs. In the same way, if yogis want
to pay closer attention to the movements of lifting, moving forward,
putting down, and pressing the ground, they will automatically slow
down. Only when they slow down can they be truly mindful and fully
aware of these movements.
Although yogis pay close attention and slow down, they may not see
all of the movements and stages clearly. The stages may not yet be
well-defined in the mind, and they may seem to constitute only one
continuous movement. As concentration grows stronger, yogis will
observe more and more clearly these different stages in one step;
the four stages at least will be easier to distinguish. Yogis will
know distinctly that the lifting movement is not mixed with the
moving forward movement, and they will know that the moving forward
movement is not mixed with either the lifting movement or the
putting down movement. They will understand all movements clearly
and distinctly. Whatever they are mindful and aware of will be very
clear in their minds.
As
yogis carry on the practice, they will observe much more. When they
lift their foot, they will experience the lightness of the foot.
When they push the foot forward, they will notice the movement from
one place to another. When they put the foot down, they will feel
the heaviness of the foot, because the foot becomes heavier and
heavier as it descends. When they put the foot on the ground, they
will feel the touch of the heel of the foot on the ground.
Therefore, along with observing lifting, moving forward, putting
down, and pressing the ground, yogis will also perceive the
lightness of the rising foot, the motion of the foot, the heaviness
of the descending foot, and then the touching of the foot, which is
the hardness or softness of the foot on the ground. When yogis
perceive these processes, they are perceiving the four essential
elements (in Pali, dhatu). The four essential elements are:
the element of earth, the element of water, the element of fire, and
the element of air. By paying close attention to these four stages
of walking meditation, the four elements in their true essence are
perceived, not merely as concepts, but as actual processes, as
ultimate realities.
Let us
go into a little more detail about the characteristics of the
elements in walking meditation. In the first movement, that is, the
lifting of the foot, yogis perceive lightness, and when they
perceive lightness, they virtually perceive the fire element. One
aspect of the fire element is that of making things lighter, and as
things become lighter, they rise. In the perception of the lightness
in the upward movement of the foot, yogis perceive the essence of
the fire element. But in the lifting of the foot there is also,
besides lightness, movement. Movement is one aspect of the air
element. But lightness, the fire element, is dominant, so we can say
that in the stage of lifting the fire element is primary, and the
air element is secondary. These two elements are perceived by yogis
when they pay close attention to the lifting of the foot.
The
next stage is moving the foot forward. In moving the foot forward,
the dominant element is the air element, because motion is one of
the primary characteristics of the air element. So, when they pay
close attention to the moving forward of the foot in walking
meditation, yogis are virtually perceiving the essence of the air
element.
The
next stage is the movement of putting the foot down. When yogis put
their foot down, there is a kind of heaviness in the foot. Heaviness
is a characteristic of the water element, as is trickling and
oozing. When liquid is heavy, it oozes. So when yogis perceive the
heaviness of the foot, they virtually perceive the water element.
In
pressing the foot on the ground, yogis will perceive the hardness or
softness of the foot on the ground. This pertains to the nature of
the earth element. By paying close attention to the pressing of the
foot against the ground, yogis virtually perceive the nature of the
earth element.
Thus we
see that in just one step, yogis can perceive many processes. They
can perceive the four elements and the nature of the four elements.
Only those who practice can ever hope to see these things.
As
yogis continue to practice walking meditation, they will come to
realize that, with every movement, there is also the noting mind,
the awareness of the movement. There is the lifting movement and
also the mind that is aware of that lifting. In the next moment,
there is the moving forward movement and also the mind that is aware
of the movement. Moreover, yogis will realize that both the movement
and the awareness arise and disappear in that moment. In the next
moment, there is the putting down movement and so also the awareness
of the movement, and both arise and disappear in that moment of
putting the foot down on the ground. The same process occurs with
the pressing of the foot: there is the pressing and the awareness of
pressing. In this way, yogis understand that along with the movement
of the foot, there are also the moments of awareness. The moments of
awareness are called, in Pali, nama, mind, and the movement
of the foot is called rupa, matter. So yogis will perceive
mind and matter rising and disappearing at every moment. At one
moment there is the lifting of the foot and the awareness of the
lifting, and at the next moment there is the movement forward and
the awareness of that movement, and so on. These can be understood
as a pair, mind and matter, which arise and disappear at every
moment. Thus yogis advance to the perception of the pairwise
occurrence of mind and matter at every moment of observation, that
is, if they pay close attention.
Another
thing that yogis will discover is the role of intention in effecting
each movement. They will realize that they lift their foot because
they want to, move the foot forward because they want to, put it
down because they want to, press the foot against the ground because
they want to. That is, they realize that an intention precedes every
movement. After the intention to lift, lifting occurs. They come to
understand the conditionality of all of these occurrences — these
movements never occur by themselves, without conditions. These
movements are not created by any deity or any authority, and these
movements never happen without a cause. There is a cause or
condition for every movement, and that condition is the intention
preceding each movement. This is another discovery yogis make when
they pay close attention.
When
yogis understand the conditionality of all movements, and that these
movements are not created by any authority or any god, then they
will understand that they are created by intention. They will
understand that intention is the condition for the movement to
occur. Thus the relationship of conditioning and conditioned, of
cause and effect, is understood. On the basis of this understanding,
yogis can remove doubt about nama and rupa by
understanding that nama and rupa do not arise without
conditions. With the clear understanding of the conditionality of
things, and with the transcendence of doubt about nama and
rupa, a yogi is said to reach the stage of a "lesser
sotapanna. "
A
sotapanna is a "stream-enterer," a person who has reached the
first stage of enlightenment. A "lesser sotapanna" is not a
true stream-enterer but is said to be assured of rebirth in a happy
realm of existence, such as in the realms of human beings and
devas. That is, a lesser sotapanna cannot be reborn in
one of the four woeful states, in one of the hells or animal realms.
This state of lesser sotapanna can be reached just by
practicing walking meditation, just by paying close attention to the
movements involved in a step. This is the great benefit of
practicing walking meditation. This stage is not easy to reach, but
once yogis reach it, they can be assured that they will be reborn in
a happy state, unless, of course, they fall from that stage.
When
yogis comprehend mind and matter arising and disappearing at every
moment, then they will come to comprehend the impermanence of the
processes of lifting the foot, and they will also comprehend the
impermanence of the awareness of that lifting. The occurrence of
disappearing after arising is a mark or characteristic by which we
understand that something is impermanent. If we want to determine
whether something is impermanent or permanent, we must try to see,
through the power of meditation, whether or not that thing is
subject to the process of coming into being and then disappearing.
If our meditation is powerful enough to enable us to see the arising
and disappearing of phenomena, then we can decide that the phenomena
observed are impermanent. In this way, yogis observe that there is
the lifting movement and awareness of that movement, and then that
sequence disappears, giving way to the pushing forward movement and
the awareness of pushing forward. These movements simply arise and
disappear, arise and disappear, and this process yogis can
comprehend by themselves — they do not have to accept this on trust
from any external authority, nor do they have to believe in the
report of another person.
When
yogis comprehend that mind and matter arise and disappear, they
understand that mind and matter are impermanent. When they see that
they are impermanent, they next understand that they are
unsatisfactory because they are always oppressed by constant arising
and disappearing. After comprehending impermanence and the
unsatisfactory nature of things, they observe that there can be no
mastery over these things; that is, yogis realize that there is no
self or soul within that can order them to be permanent. Things just
arise and disappear according to natural law. By comprehending this,
yogis comprehend the third characteristic of conditioned phenomena,
the characteristic of anatta, the characteristic that things
have no self. One of the meanings of anatta is no mastery —
meaning that nothing, no entity, no soul, no power, has mastery over
the nature of things. Thus, by this time, yogis have comprehended
the three characteristics of all conditioned phenomena:
impermanence, suffering, and the non-self nature of things — in
Pali, anicca, dukkha, and anatta.
Yogis
can comprehend these three characteristics by observing closely the
mere lifting of the foot and the awareness of the lifting of the
foot. By paying close attention to the movements, they see things
arising and disappearing, and consequently they see for themselves
the impermanent, unsatisfactory, and non-self nature of all
conditioned phenomena.
Now let
us examine in more detail the movements of walking meditation.
Suppose one were to take a moving picture of the lifting of the
foot. Suppose further that the lifting of the foot takes one second,
and let us say that the camera can take thirty-six frames per
second. After taking the picture, if we were to look at the separate
frames, we would realize that within what we thought was one lifting
movement, there are actually thirty-six movements. The image in each
frame is slightly different from the images in the other frames,
though the difference will usually be so slight that we can barely
notice it. But what if the camera could take one thousand frames per
second? Then there would be one thousand movements in just one
lifting movement, although the movements would be almost impossible
to differentiate. If the camera could take one million frames per
second — which may be impossible now, but someday may happen — then
there would be one million movements in what we thought to be only
one movement.
Our
effort in walking meditation is to see our movements as closely as
the camera sees them, frame by frame. We also want to observe the
awareness and intention preceding each movement. We can also
appreciate the power of the Buddha's wisdom and insight, by which he
actually saw all of the movements. When we use the word "see" or
"observe" to refer to our own situation, we mean that we see
directly and also by inference; we may not be able to see directly
all of the millions of movements as did the Buddha.
Before
yogis begin practicing walking meditation, they may have thought
that a step is just one movement. After meditation on that movement,
they observe that there are at least four movements, and if they go
deeper, they will understand that even one of these four movements
consists of millions of tiny movements. They see nama and
rupa, mind and matter, arising and disappearing, as impermanent.
By our ordinary perception, we are not able to see the impermanence
of things because impermanence is hidden by the illusion of
continuity. We think that we see only one continuous movement, but
if we look closely we will see that the illusion of continuity can
be broken. It can be broken by the direct observation of physical
phenomena bit by bit, segment by segment, as they originate and
disintegrate. The value of meditation lies in our ability to remove
the cloak of continuity in order to discover the real nature of
impermanence. Yogis can discover the nature of impermanence directly
through their own effort.
After
realizing that things are composed of segments, that they occur in
bits, and after observing these segments one by one, yogis will
realize that there is really nothing in this world to be attached
to, nothing to crave for. If we see that something which we once
thought beautiful has holes, that it is decaying and disintegrating,
we will lose interest in it. For example, we may see a beautiful
painting on a canvas. We think of the paint and canvas conceptually
as a whole, solid thing. But if we were to put the painting under a
powerful microscope, we would see that the picture is not solid — it
has many holes and spaces. After seeing the picture as composed
largely of spaces, we would lose interest in it and we would cease
being attached to it. Modern physicists know this idea well. They
have observed, with powerful instruments, that matter is just a
vibration of particles and energy constantly changing — there is
nothing substantial to it at all. By the realization of this endless
impermanence, yogis understand that there is really nothing to crave
for, nothing to hold on to in the entire world of phenomena.
Now we
can understand the reasons for practicing meditation. We practice
meditation because we want to remove attachment and craving for
objects. It is by comprehending the three characteristics of
existence — impermanence, suffering, and the non-self nature of
things — that we remove craving. We want to remove craving because
we do not want to suffer. As long as there is craving and
attachment, there will always be suffering. If we do not want to
suffer, we must remove craving and attachment. We must comprehend
that all things are just mind and matter arising and disappearing,
that things are insubstantial. Once we realize this, we will be able
to remove attachment to things. As long as we do not realize this,
however much we read books or attend talks or talk about removing
attachment, we will not be able to get rid of attachment. It is
necessary to have the direct experience that all conditioned things
are marked by the three characteristics.
Hence
we must pay close attention when we are walking, just as we do when
we are sitting or lying down. I am not trying to say that walking
meditation alone can give us ultimate realization and the ability to
remove attachment entirely, but it is nevertheless as valid a
practice as sitting meditation or any other kind of vipassana
(insight) meditation. Walking meditation is conducive to spiritual
development. It is as powerful as mindfulness of breathing or
mindfulness of the rising and falling of the abdomen. It is an
efficient tool to help us remove mental defilements. Walking
meditation can help us gain insight into the nature of things, and
we should practice it as diligently as we practice sitting
meditation or any other kind of meditation. By the practice of
vipassana meditation in all postures, including the walking
posture, may you and all yogis be able to attain total purification
in this very life!
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