I would like to begin this talk firstly by
speaking about developing the posture for meditation. The ideal
posture is one that is quite balanced, so try to sit on the floor
quite straight. Keep the back straight and push the lower back
forward as if something is pulling you from the chest upwards a
little bit so that you are lifting yourself up. The top of the head
should be towards the ceiling, keep your chin tucked in a little so
that the neck is straight. The posture is something that you can
work with and improve, as it is never perfect from the start.
Rather
than using the cross-legged posture, try to cultivate either the
half lotus or the Burmese posture for sitting meditation practice;
when the knees are firmly on the floor there is greater stability
and it is easier to sit for longer periods. Use a firm cushion to
help push the pelvis forward, so that the belly softens and the
knees drop lower. Hatha yoga exercises are helpful in
building strength in the back and to help open the thighs, and make
the body more flexible. You should be careful not to pull the
muscles, but do try to exercise and stretch the legs.
Some
people sit on a low stool, which is tilted slightly forward to
straighten the back. If none of these postures are possible for you,
and you must sit on a chair, choose a straight backed firm chair,
and support your own back; do not lean on the back of the chair, do
rest your feet firmly on the ground. Experiment with these postures
to find your own limits. Work with your body to see if you can
gradually cultivate a good, straight and balanced posture. The more
balanced you are, the more comfortable you'll be and the easier
you'll find it to sit for longer periods; however some discomfort is
natural, as we are unaccustomed to sitting still for any time at
all.
Working
with the posture is in itself a very good meditation, especially
when we feel very dull. At this time the breath is too refined an
object, so take this opportunity to use the body. The body is so
concrete; it feels so solid that it really grounds us and the
feelings of the body are always there definite, sharp and very
present. So when the mind starts getting into dull, confused states
or very distracted thinking, come back to something really definite
like the bodily posture. Just feel the body sitting, bring the mind
within the body; fill the body with the mind. Remind yourself,
whenever the mind starts to wander - just sitting. Let the mind sink
back into the body. Body just sitting. Then you can begin to
experiment with improving the posture. Start by putting a bit of
strength into the back and neck. This is not only developing posture
for its own sake but it is also disciplining the mind itself by
cultivating awareness and energy in the mind. The state of the body
reflects the state of the mind. When our mind is dull or lazy the
body starts slumping, losing its strength and energy.
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for the natural exercise of concentration, this is what we call
Samatha meditation. This meditation is good for everyone because
we tend to create, think and analyse too much. Intellectually we are
very active and agile but this always leads to a sense of confusion
and complexity because the nature of thought and the conditioned
world is very complex. We are very complicated beings and when we
try to understand ourselves just by thinking it can be very
confusing. One's mind seems like a jungle of thoughts, ideas,
perceptions and memories. So what we really need is a firmer
foundation of clarity and stability, where the mind can begin to
rest and focus on being still, content in the present moment and not
getting lost in thinking one thought after another. Moving away from
the realm of thought and complexity, towards simplicity. That is why
we practise the technique of anapanasati, the cultivation of
mindfulness of the in and out breath. It 'is a very good technique
of meditation because the breath is quite natural, it does not
require any ego. The breath comes in and goes out by itself; it
doesn't require us to do anything. anapanasati is quite different
from breath control because it is using the natural flow of the
breath. There is no contriving or constructing, making it into this
or that, which is what we do with most other things. It is just the
natural flow of the breath. Allow your mind to rest, dwell with, and
get close to, the breath, which is in itself an extremely tranquil,
peaceful and soothing object. Just the rhythmic flowing in and
flowing out of the cooling, gentle touch of the breath.
It
requires a lot of patience before our minds become used to this
simple activity because we are used to exciting mental gymnastics
and this is just a very simple task, observing and staying with the
breath. So we must have patience and confidence in the teachings of
the Buddha and in our teachers. If we have confidence it will give
us the resolve to patiently bring the attention back to the breath,
turning towards the breath more fully. When the mind starts running
off and gets interested in something else, what does that mean? It
means that we see greater value in those other things; we think they
will give us more excitement, more happiness. We think thoughts of
past or future plans are going to give us more happiness than
staying with the breath. That's why the mind moves away from the
breath: we always seek happiness.
So
establish your confidence in this teaching and then focus your
attention on the breath. Just turn towards it and sustain your
attention, be with it, be completely contented. If we become really
concentrated, this causes the mind to become joyous and happy, and
the body to feel rapture and bliss. This is happiness far greater
than what we can derive from the sensory world. It's a very good
thing to keep in mind. It gives us the incentive and the ability to
resolve, each time we sit in meditation, to really turn towards the
breath, incline towards it, be satisfied with it, knowing that the
mind will be happy. Isn't that what we all want?
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when we begin it is quite difficult. The breath is difficult to find
and to be with; you can't force the mind or strangle the stray
thoughts. You have to be very, very patient and very alert. It is
not a mechanical exercise. Notice the mind being with the breath,
and then notice the mind moving away to something else, notice and
then bring the attention back to the breath. Knowing at least that
this is an inhalation and this is an exhalation. When images,
dialogues and memories arise, begin to cut through them. It's like
cutting your way through a jungle made of thoughts, images, words,
memories and plans. Keep coming back to the reality of the breath.
The breath is something, which is now, which is definite. The breath
comes in, this is an inhalation, and you know that. The breath goes
out, this is an exhalation, and you know that. Then begin to know
and incline towards the beginning and the end of the breath more
clearly. Know the beginning of the inhalation, know the end of the
inhalation. Know the beginning of and the end of the exhalation.
So you
are disciplining the mind by using a physical object, because this
object is now. It's a reality. There is nothing complex about the
breath it is very simple. As the mind begins to clear a little you
notice that the imagery and the internal noise begin to diminish.
Then it is a matter of focussing more closely on the breath;
inclining towards it is all you can really do. Allow the mind to
sink into the breath, to touch it, to get as close as you can to it
and the more you do that the greater the concentration and
tranquillity will be.
You can
read all sorts of books on how to practise mindfulness of breathing
but it is just something you have to find your own way with, and
experiment with. Regular practice is very important because the
skill is cultivated through repetition, learning from each
meditation period. Sometimes you are peaceful, sometimes restless,
but just keep going. Tranquillity meditation is quite simple, it
simplifies the mind and focuses the attention.
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is the same with walking meditation. Use the touch of the feet or
the movement of the legs as your focus of attention. It is a very
concrete thing with a beginning and an end to focus on. Begin to
simplify, to move away from the world of thinking, projecting and
complexity to the world of now, this moment, this body. Walking just
one step at a time. Training the mind gently and firmly requires
awareness and patience. If we have expectations and no patience we
will soon become disheartened. The Buddha said that it is easier to
go into battle single handed against a thousand enemies armed to the
teeth and to conquer them a thousand times than it is to conquer
one's own mind. It's not that difficult, but the Buddha did want to
stress that it is a difficult thing to do. It requires a great deal
of patience.
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To develop this foundation of concentration
and clarity is important as it gives emotional stability and the
ability to cut through all the doubt, foolishness and obsessiveness
of the mind. When the mind is centred and in a state of clarity and
stillness it is a very powerful and useful tool. The Buddha said
that a well-trained mind is the most useful thing and the untrained
mind the most dangerous thing to have. An untrained mind causes a
lot of trouble to oneself and others, so begin by dedicating quite a
lot of time and patience to the cultivation of concentration.
Develop a good foundation in concentration by practising, sharpening
the attention, and repeating this practice of tranquillity
meditation in the morning and at night.
What is
the purpose of concentrating the mind? Is it just to experience a
blissful state? Obviously there is more to it than that. In Buddhism
we say that concentration is only one part; there is also morality
and wisdom. Wisdom is the most important, but not in the sense of
knowledge. It's not what we can hear from someone else, read in a
book or think out ourselves, but wisdom in the sense of really
understanding the nature of experience. This is why it is so
important to have a well-trained mind, sharp and clear, with the
ability to be collected and look directly at the experience. A clear
mind can look so directly, intensely and so penetratingly that we
can see through experience and see it for what it really is. What is
the quality of mind that we need for reflection? It is the mind that
is still, empty, but fully awake; what we call "bare awareness".
We practise Samatha meditation so we can bring the mind into this
state of calmness and stillness. When we sit meditation and
concentrate on the breath, even if we let go of the breath, we can
just be still and when the mind is silent there is this knowing,
this awareness of the present. Now it is good if we can stabilize
that awareness even if we start with only a few moments. Venerable
Ajahn Sumedho says, "To listen to the silence of the mind". So what
Samatha meditation does is to give stability to the mind so
that we can stay in that alert state of knowing and emptiness for
longer and longer periods.
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The Buddha said that this thing I call "me" is
made up of the body, feeling, perceptions, concepts and
consciousness. These are the five aggregates that make up a human
being. These are the things that we are attached to and that we take
to be who we are. These are the things that cause our problems; we
have to reflect on and observe them more closely in order to see
them for what they are. How do we do this insight meditation with
reflection? We objectify what is in consciousness and then observe
its nature. Take the body for example. We can be aware of the body
just sitting. If the mind is quite still we can be aware of the
posture, the nature of the body, before we start labelling it or
making anything of it. Then there are the sensations of the body,
especially when they become very strong. If there is pain, we can
make it an object of our awareness. Stop thinking about it as being
this or that, just experience the sensation, see if we can stay with
it. What is the sensation actually like? Is it really you? Is it
constant? What makes it pain rather than pleasure? Why is the mind
shrinking away from it? What happens if we stay and abide calmly
with it? Try turning towards the sensation in order to understand
its nature a bit more and reflect on it.
The
important thing is not just to react to every situation. For example
when there is an itch on your leg, you can scratch it and it's gone,
but you haven't learnt anything because you are acting mechanically
out of aversion and desire. There is no freedom there. I am not
saying that it is wrong to scratch but I am talking about insight,
about freeing the mind from the power of instinct, aversion and
desire. If you have knee pain and you decide to go to sleep rather
than sit meditation that is not bad, wrong or immoral in any way but
there is no effort, patience or reflection on that which is
difficult to reflect on. There is no seeing, and this is why it is
very valuable to sometimes do that which is difficult for us, in
order to cultivate spiritual qualities and to develop wisdom.
Sometimes we can feel very tired during meditation and the body
begins to slump. What is that feeling of tiredness in the body?
Notice what it feels like instead of just reacting, giving in to it.
Instead of just feeling tired and laying down, stay and begin to
observe. See the nature of this state of the body, the lack of
energy, and if you stay with it you may also see it passing away.
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enerable
Ajahn Cha used to say that Vipassana, insight meditation, had
three signs: impermanence, unsatisfactoriness and non-self.
This practice of Vipassana means to continually reflect on
these three signs, make them your point of reference. The easiest of
the three signs is impermanence, the process of change. It requires
a lot of patience; normally we see the arising but we don't bother
to hang around to wait for the passing away, especially if it is
something unpleasant. For example we may get into a restless state,
the mind is agitated and the body doesn't want to sit still. If this
arises during your sitting, stay with it, don't give up and walk
away. Be aware, objectify and observe the restless state, get to
know it, and have the patience to stay around and observe its
impermanent nature. It is within the capacity of everyone to see the
passing away of things, just ordinary things like restlessness,
sleepiness or a little bit of pain. Make them fully conscious in
your mind, and stay with them to see the beginning and the end, the
arising and cessation: impermanence.
Impermanence is a very good subject to meditate on. We can observe
it in the body, in its various states of energy, pain, dullness and
calm. We can observe it in the mind - the mental states of
restlessness, dullness, peacefulness, calm and joy. Notice all these
changing impermanent states of body and mind, just as they are.
Objectify them. Reflect on what comes into the field of
consciousness, whether that may be body, feeling, perceptions,
conceptions or moods. See them all as objects. Stay with them and
see them arising and passing away. Know that what you see cannot be
"you" because it is coming and going, cannot be "yours" because you
cannot make it stay forever. Thus, clearly seeing impermanence will
help us see non-self and unsatisfactoriness - they are actually
three sides of the same thing.
This
practice of insight meditation comes from a very passive state, not
a dull state of mind but an alert, reflective mind. A mind that is
very clear, no longer chasing or fighting experiences, but sticking
around to see the beginning and the passing away of that which is in
the field of consciousness, that which is being experienced. Please
consider this very carefully because this is really what insight
meditation is. The technique is not insight meditation. Some people
say if you do this technique it's insight and if you do that
technique it is not. That is all rather silly. It is not the object
or the technique that makes it insight meditation. What makes it
insight meditation is this passive, alert, clear state of mind that
reflects its presence to seethe beginning and the end, the arising
and the passing away of the present object of experience. See its
impermanence whether or not that object is the breath. Concentration
of the breath can be insight meditation if you see the beginning and
the end of each on our breath; not just thinking about it but really
knowing it, experiencing it, seeing it clearly arising and passing.
The Buddha said that to have insight doesn't mean to have insight
into one particular thing. You can have insight into any thought,
any mood, they are all Sankhara: conditioned phenomena,
mortal conditions. They all have the nature of impermanence,
unsatisfactoriness and non-self. Make the object fully clear in the
conscious mind and then with a passive, awake, alert mind, be
present and see its beginning and its end. This is the practice of
insight meditation.
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to do this more and more in your lives, not only when you meditate.
Begin to notice the day, for example. It has a beginning, then it
changes and we call it night. Notice the changing colours and light
and how it will change into day again. Watch the changing seasons
and the weather; be continually aware of change.
The
Buddha said that to do good things and to give generously is a
wonderful, meritorious thing to do. To have confidence and faith in
virtue and to live a virtuous life based on morality is even more
meritorious. To cultivate the mind of loving-kindness is even more
meritorious still. However, to be aware of impermanence even for the
snap of a finger is even greater merit because to be truly aware of
impermanence brings about insight. So take an interest in noticing
change, notice the arising and passing away of all conditioned
phenomena with the mind in a passive state of alertness, knowing,
bare awareness.
In
Forest Monasteries we just do what is being done at that time, we
follow the routine of the monastery. We become passive mentally and
physically but with an alert mind we watch the changing phenomena.
Everything is changing within you and around you. When food is
offered we receive it with gratitude. We are not choosing any more,
just surrendering to the present. If aversion or desire arise, we
observe it and see it passing away. In the lay life, too, this is a
very good reflection. I encourage you to really cultivate this
passive, awake, alert state of mind, objectifying experience to see
the beginning and the passing away. Instead of running about trying
to control and change everything, try to notice the natural change
that happens. We are usually so busy trying to control and shape
everything we don't notice or really appreciate impermanence. If we
have an unpleasant sensation, we try and avoid it. If we feel tired,
we lie down and go to sleep. If we feel hungry, we eat. We keep
trying to control situations, to avoid the unpleasant and chase
after the pleasant, and that is why impermanence never becomes truly
clear to us. So in meditation we try to stay with what is happening
now and learn from it. We are training ourselves to become
patient, humble and willing to stay around to see the arising and
passing away, to notice the changes. It's the same with good
health and sickness, strength and weakness. Stop chasing after and
getting away from the changing conditions, stay around and use them
for reflection.
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ractise
tranquillity meditation as much as you can to develop a strong
foundation. The stable mind can stop thinking, can stop going on and
on. Begin to abide in stillness and clarity. You can stay with the
breath or stay with bare awareness, silently and fully awake. The
more you can do that the more you can do reflecting on the changing
phenomena we normally think of as "me". See them all as objects,
stay with them and see their arising and passing away. The more we
see impermanence the clearer unsatisfactoriness and non-self become,
and the clearer we see that all conditioned phenomena are
impermanent. So really reflect on that, because the more we see that
the more we begin to incline towards a peaceful mind, the mind that
is empty, contented, and still, no longer clinging onto any mortal
condition. We are all very fortunate to have this opportunity to
practise.
Ajahn Jagaro, 1988